Believing in your ability

A recent event has compelled me to think about myself in a different way. I acknowledge that I lack confidence in myself sometimes, but I was astonished by how much someone can believe in you more than you believe in yourself. The act of someone seeing you in a big picture: a picture you have not seen yourself to be in.
If the greatness in a man is not used to its maximum capacity, it will interfere in the destinies of people attached to that man.
How can a great man not see the greatness in him?
How can a man not believe in his abilities?

BE THE REAL YOU

This is a picture of Samuel David Dasimeokuma.The only me in the world. There is no photocopy of the real me. Nobody in the world can be me,but can only pretend to be me.

     

    I want to pass a message to every one that does not believe in themselves, but try to be someone they are not, you are UNIQUE , you are SPECIAL. I urge you to stop struggling to be someone else, just be yourself and every thing should work out fine. Know that we are all different humans with different faces and talents. You can't necessarily have want I have, but know you have something special.

let me tell you a little something about me, I once tried to be someone I was not, it really affected me negatively by making me to have no believe in myself. Once you don't believe in yourself you can't move forward in life. It is easier to be yourself than to be someone else. 

 I once tried to be  someone else because the person was getting all the attention and I also wanted attention, so I tried to be someone else but it did not work, rather it frustrated my confidence and believe in myself. When I realised how special I was, I looked back and saw how stupid I was. Once again I want you to know that you are really special, believe in your ability and be the real you, know you have your own swag, somebody once told me that I don't have a swag, I accepted it then because I was ignorant and did not know I have a swag. 

you go out there and shine your light like we say "ginger your swagger"

what do you do when you are worried?

I am really worried, I don't know what is really wrong with me. Somebody should please help me out.

I think I might be going  insane. I think the best thing to do in this kind of  situation is to take a deep breath and calm down. probably think of the things that makes me happy. May be laying down to sleep might do a lot of good.

MULTICULTURAL CELEBRATION

This is a group dancing in the African way. I went actually for this programme. it is a programme that kind of bring people from different cultures and communities to dialogue and see that they are not really different from each other. A live band performed really good.

 Below is a video of me dancing , after the group finished dancing we were asked voluntarily to come on stage to dance the African way, so that's me.

Thinking leading to Examining

Recently I have been thinking, asking myself questions like "am I in the position I am suppose to be?" ,and  "is this the place I want to be?".  This questions kept ringing in my head. This questions made me to ask more questions like how did I get to this position, who did I associate with and if I had done some things earlier in my life would I be in a better position today.

After asking myself all this questions, I  knew I had to examine my past to get the answers. Believe me, it is not easy to go back into your past there are some things you would not like to think about or talk about, any ways, I had to look back to know why I am where I am today. I did not really do much in my  past life but listen to the story of my life so far.

Two decades ago, a woman gave birth to a twin both boys, the first boy that came out of his mother's womb was named David, and the second boy came out of the womb one hour after the first boy and he was named Samuel. The woman's name  was Agness, she gave birth to David  and Samuel. The mother of the these twins love them so much, she will do anything to make them happy. The twins grew playing with  each other fighting, geting injured and others. Now the story focuses on Samuel.

Samuel growing  up, joined the children choir, loved playing football and does not like to fail. few years later he went to a secondary school which is a boarding school,  he suffered drilling from seniors and lecturers, but the most  interesting thing he did was to associate with the chapel prefect. Well the prefect taught him  about God and Samuel started to know God in a different way. He was taught about the importance of the Holy Spirit in his life. Samuel grew up with an Identity of someone that loves God. Samuel likes to communicate with the Holy Spirit since the day he knew about him. As the year continue to go by, the relationship Samuel had with the Holy Spirit grew stronger, until Samuel started to communicate with some individuals. Samuel started having less time for the  Holy Spirit. Before that, Samuel was living in a world of his own, he was living in the world but actually did not know what was going on around him.   Samuel tried to keep the relationship he had  with the Holy Spirit but with the friends he had it was difficult. At some point Samuel surprisingly started liking a girl and that was a huge distraction to the relationship he had with the Holy Spirit. Samuel was crazy in  love (may be), that he totally found it difficult to communicate with the Holy Spirit. Samuel was surprised that he could feel something  like that  for a girl. He felt he found some thing he would never let go. he felt he has not been living until she came along, he said " I have been existing  but not living". Any ways Samuel was crazy believe me, things did not work out fine for Samuel the way he expected, it was kind of difficult for him to accept the truth but he had to. Although his relationship with the Holy Spirit suffered he was always found doing something in the house God. Samuel got admission to study abroad, but yet found friends always talking  about the necessity of him doing some certain things like ............, but it is all good.


Looking back at my life, I remember my principal saying "show me your friend and I will tell you who you are" I have studied this saying  and believe me it is the truth. If you don't influence your friends they will definitely influence you. The bible says " don't be deceived evil communication corrupt good manners".
Whether you like or not, whatever you hear has an influence on you. No matter what you do, be careful of what you listen to and look at, because it will have a negative  or a positive influence in your future.

experiment 857

Labs

Engineering materials (open book test)

Department of Computing and Technology

Young modulus

Sam 606

Get to bed

This is 10:44pm on Sunday the 9 of January 2011. I Have been making an attempt to sleep, but it has not worked so far. I have tried playing music like the usual before I go to bed, but it did not work. Then I tried calling one of my closest friend that I once had feelings for: a female, any ways I talked to her about the situation and she told me that em....... I should play with my laptop that I'll get tired while doing it , then probably feel sleepy and go to bed, but I told her I will go to my blog and write whatever that rings in my head, which is what I am doing right now.

This is a picture of me taken when I couldn't sleep. sincerely don't know what I was thinking about. May be the reason why I couldn't not sleep was because I was missing someone or it was  a sign that I need someone in my life. I would not advice any person to be alone it is not a good thing. I might be wrong to say that loneliness can kill someone but I'm still saying it though. I miss someone so dear to my heart,the thing that marvels me about the person I miss so much is  that, I don't really know much about this person. Is it possible that I am crazy or probably  in lust or maybe in love. I don't know what is wrong with me right now. when it comes to using the word Love  I take it seriously, before she travelled for Christmas I told her I love on phone, but I'm not sure I said it right, because after saying I love her immediately I said oh my God on phone, that was really lame. may be that is why she  has not called me until now, may be i should have not told her that I love her, may be it is was too soon to say that. Any ways  I have no body to blame but myself. How can I say such a thing when I know love grows and I just concluded in my head that I was in love with her.

WELCOME TO 2011

First of all, I will like to welcome you to the year 2011. This year is going to be a very busy year. I expect a lot from this year. This year I'm going to be involved in so many activities and I advice you do the same thing, because it is the time to start taking responsibilities, stop lazing around doing nothing in your life. I think you should look back into your life three years ago and ask yourself  questions. what have I achieved? is my position today the place I want to be in life? or am I satisfied with where I am or do I want to be better? I am sure this questions will provoke you and make you see the reason why you need to step up and be the person you ought to be. 

Hope you all have a Unique year.